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Fearful or Fearless?

September 8, 2015 by D. A. Wolf 15 Comments

Bad hats. Ocean voyages. Creatures of the reptilian variety. Oh, and spinach in my teeth. These are just a few of the things I fear. What about you?

Mature Woman ThinkingFearless?

I suppose I have been fearless at times and in some respects, especially when I was younger. There was the adventure of being belted into a harness and swung about in the treetops above my house, and more times of “starting over” in France than I can count…

But everyone is afraid of something, aren’t they?

What Do You Fear?

The nature of our fears changes of course. As children we may be afraid of monsters under the bed or what lurks in a shadowy corner in the attic. As adolescents we’re afraid of not fitting in, and as young adults we may be afraid of not finding love, of not being good enough, and any number of other performance-based, esteem-based fears. And most of us, eventually, have some sort of fear of dying.

Middle Aged Couple Enjoy Dinner OutIf asked to make a list, here are a few fears that immediately come to mind:

  • Yes, those bad hats (a fear of looking foolish)
  • Ocean voyages (don’t know why)
  • Reptiles (all of them)
  • No tweezers in my purse (don’t ask; some of you know why)
  • Failing my children or a friend
  • Losing my independence (physical infirmity)
  • Losing my independence and my mind (mental deterioration / dementia)
  • Losing my independence financially (fear of poverty)
  • Yes, spinach in my teeth, especially if I’m on a date!

I am not afraid of being alone or growing old alone, growing old itself is a concept I am facing with trepidation, and I admit that growing old poor terrifies me. This last, specifically, as concerns shoddy social safety nets in the U.S. and issues of women and money, our relative lack of it (due to gender-based lifetime lower earnings), and what a paucity of funds means to one’s healthcare options and independence. All that, of course, another discussion entirely…

The Nature of Fear

Fortunately, some fears disappear entirely. Unfortunately, others may go underground and influence our thinking without our full awareness. Still others insinuate themselves into our lives to devastating effect as they grow into phobias, limiting our options and tainting our daily existence.

Like many women — of my generation, or in general? — I am apt to throw obstacles in my own path as the result of underlying issues of self-image, so I continue to work on eradicating the phenomenon of culturally ingrained “old talk” and “fat talk” that holds too many women back from striking out on new adventures.

New fears may be born of traumatic events or a simple change in circumstances.

Examples?

After a freak car accident on the highway — my car was totaled — I was unable to get back behind the wheel. It took me weeks to do so in a replacement vehicle, then months for the fear to lessen, and longer still for me to feel comfortable on a high-speed road again.

As for a less striking example, like other parents, my greatest fear used to be of something dreadful happening to my children. A related fear, as a solo parent, what would happen to them — if something happened to me.

As we complete the stage of getting our children beyond fed and fled, and ourselves, beginning to reflect again on our own dreams (and our mortality), any number of tiny terrors or appalling anxieties may rear their horrible heads. We may fear never living up to our potential — is that small or gargantuan? — or failing to recall our lines as we brave the stage in a community playhouse.

We may fear insignificance or irrelevance or loneliness or poverty. And that last, fear of being a bag lady, is extremely common among American women “of a certain age.”

And while we may no longer fear that our children will wander off alone in a crowd and be lost, or take up terrible, destructive habits as teens that will harm them for life, I do fear the world we are bequeathing to them. I wish we could have done better in making it a kinder, safer, more just, and more peaceful planet.

Let’s Hear It for Fearlessness!

Fear?

Some of us find that we have become unstoppable. Our life experience at this stage has strengthened us in innumerable ways, reinforced a sense of purpose, and we’ve come to know where and how to give our lives meaning. The most severe adversity often breeds fearlessness, and from that state, we are powerful indeed.

Mature Woman in a Bad HatYet with so many sources of stress and distress surrounding us — concerns about our health (fueled by Big Pharma and their advertising), the well-being of those we love and count on, and who count on us (life is so much more complex these days!); financial worries in a still shaky economy; flagging self-esteem as aging seems to accelerate — we might nod on comprehension of the famous oft-cited adage: “You have nothing to fear but fear itself.”

Fear will eat away at us. Fear can feed on itself and grow like a cancer. Fear can be paralyzing and prevent us from living our lives.

My most nagging worries these days concern my independence — my ability to take care of myself financially, physically and of course my ability to keep a clear mind, which is what enables me to keep a roof over my head and my spirit filled to (happy) always-learning overfilling! Many of us fear being stricken by some form of dementia. It is an insidious thief that robs us of ourselves — everything that makes us who we are — and puts a sorrowful burden on those who love us.

Life Lessons, Even in Discomfort

Perhaps it is easier to be fearful of the bad hat, the mode of transportation that unnerves us, the squirmy or slithery creature, and even the sloppy smile on an otherwise good date if we find ourselves stepping back into the dating pool.

BIO borderedWhat we learn: laughter, humanity, humility, compassion. We shake it off, we resolve to find more suitable fashion statements, and we check our pearly whites in the reflection of the cutlery when no one is watching. These are very human fears that are small enough for us to chuckle at ourselves, and in their insignificance, to remind us that fear and discomfort and embarrassment and even terror are part of our human condition. Likewise, our moments of triumph, connection, glee, joy.

If you ask me, we should accept this reality, and if we can, whatever our goals, err on the side of unstoppable.

 
This is part of a group writing exercise courtesy of Marsha at Splenderosa. Do drop by and read the splendid selection of other posts on this month’s subject: fears.

 

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Comments

  1. Heather in Arles says

    September 8, 2015 at 2:05 pm

    You are so amazing. I have been waiting for your post because I knew that you would own this topic completely and dive right to the heart of the issue while being true to yourself and yet pragmatic… and as always, smart with a heart – see? I can’t even write a comment without being sentimental! So I will just say thank you for the millionth time for your amazing writing and for just being you. Fabulous.

    Reply
  2. Eleonora says

    September 8, 2015 at 2:22 pm

    Una sorpresa conoscerti attraverso il gruppo By Invitation Only; il tuo post mi è piaciuto molto e mi ha ricordato Sigmund Freud che diceva:
    “Siamo minacciati dalla sofferenza da tre versanti: dal nostro corpo, condannato al declino e al disfacimento e che non può funzionare senza il dolore e l’ansia come segnali di pericolo; dal mondo esterno, che può scagliarsi contro di noi con la sua terribile e formidabile forza distruttiva; infine, dalle nostre relazioni con gli altri”.
    Ciao a presto da Roma

    Reply
    • D. A. Wolf says

      September 8, 2015 at 2:33 pm

      Grazie Eleonora. My Italian is limited, but thanks to Google Translate, I think you said this: “A surprise to know you through the group, By Invitation Only; I liked your post and it reminded me of Sigmund Freud who she said :
      “We are threatened with suffering from three sides : from our bodies, condemned to decline and disintegration and which cannot run without pain and anxiety as warning signs; from the outside world, that can lash out at us with its terrible and tremendous destructive force; finally, from our relationships with others.”

      Lovely.

      Reply
  3. Angela Muller says

    September 8, 2015 at 3:42 pm

    This was the most incredible piece. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I defy anyone to stand up and say they didn’t connect to all of your insights…to every word. Authentic, courageous, generous, and so much more, packaged in a wonderful human being.

    Reply
  4. Kristy Harvey says

    September 8, 2015 at 4:18 pm

    I totally agree with you, and unstoppable you are, my friend! You know how we love your spirit, and your insight…invaluable!

    Reply
  5. Jacqueline says

    September 8, 2015 at 5:49 pm

    Oh WOW …. you have summed up fear so beautifully and your writing is just perfect. My BIO posts always pale into insignificance after I read yours !!! You are such a huge part of By Invitation and it’s aways a joy to read your posts. What would BIO do without you ! XXXX

    Reply
  6. THE VINTAGE CONTESSA says

    September 8, 2015 at 9:12 pm

    BIO NEEDS D.A. and WE ALL LOVE the way she writes! Why are you NOT writing for the NEW YORK TIMES?

    Reply
    • D. A. Wolf says

      September 8, 2015 at 9:19 pm

      Contessa, You make me grin… I think the New York Times is doing just fine without me… (But I do love the Big Apple! And I thank you for the compliment.) 🙂

      Reply
      • Natalie @ Jewel Yet to Find says

        September 10, 2015 at 12:53 pm

        NY Times would do even much better with you on the team. You and Dominique Browning (I’m too old for this – the recent topic) would be my favourites contributors.
        Your posts are my daily read for a long while. Always enjoy and always grateful.

        Reply
        • D. A. Wolf says

          September 10, 2015 at 1:07 pm

          Natalie – Lovely to hear from you! I hope all is well. Thank you for your kind comment. Your mention of Dominique Browning makes me smile. I knew her, long long long ago in a very early life. Only casually. I remember her because she has the most extraordinary eyes.

  7. vicki archer says

    September 9, 2015 at 2:27 am

    Bravo DA
    Unstoppable it is… and hopefully always will be… xv

    Reply
  8. Marsha @ Splenderosa says

    September 9, 2015 at 11:35 am

    You are unstoppable! You’ve proven this over & over. With time, I’ve discovered that almost everything is conquerable. The fears of the young disappear as they get older, we no longer care what someone else thinks of us or our outfits, and that’s a good thing. For me maturity has brought about comfort within my own skin. I didn’t have that before. I understand completely what you’re saying. Well done !!!!!
    Big huge hug from Houston, darling friend….

    Reply
  9. Jennifer says

    September 9, 2015 at 11:51 am

    I agree with Contessa. You should be writing for them!!
    You’ve described fear perfectly! I also knew your post would be the best 🙂

    Reply
  10. Coty Farquhar says

    September 11, 2015 at 11:32 am

    You have summed up this topic perfectly, I agree, the fear of making sure everyone is okay with our children is a big one. The last couple of years of my life have been just overwhelming, I thought I was going to lose all the things that were close to me at one stage. I did lose a few of them. I recently had my fortune cards read, and the reader said, that I had gone through so much that it wasn’t possible to go any lower, if that makes sense? He said, there is only one way to go now…and that’s up! I also think it is how you think about things. Positive thinking has helped me get through my fears! Much love xxx Coty

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  11. Sandra Sallin says

    September 13, 2015 at 2:37 pm

    Oh, my goodness, I got so anxious reading about your fears I had to stop. You really cut to the chase and didn’t mess around. Maybe you should be writing horror stories. 🙂 Thanks for the great read.

    Reply

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