I know I said it. Recently. I don’t have a relationship strategy. That’s true, except, in a way, it isn’t.
I don’t have a strategy when I’m in a relationship – beyond being myself, being attentive, and learning from past mistakes.
But when it comes to to those early days (or hours, or minutes) in which you might actually stumble into someone interesting, I do have a strategy after all. Serendipity, and something else.
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: Say yes, and keep saying yes.
To any possibility. To getting out in the world. To participating in life – even in midlife – any way that you can.
Last week I reworked something I’d written months ago about dating older, dating after a marital meltdown, dating when you’re barely dragging yourself out of bed, much less contemplating social interaction. You could say it’s about dating in general (these days), when you have any aspect of the desired demographics going against you.
- You may have hit that magical midlife moniker – “middle age” by way of your 40s, your 50s, your 60s.
- You’re still raising kids (you’re harried, you’re weary, money is always an issue).
- You may carry treacherously heavy baggage from a former marriage or relationship (the Debts from Hell, the Evil Ex).
- You may have a health condition that makes you a less than perfect potential partner.
- You may perceive yourself as too short, too tall, too gray, too something to be deserving of love, much less “marketable.”
Maybe you live in an area where the ratio of men to women is 3 to 1, you may be carrying 30 extra pounds in a culture that still paints a picture of the desirable woman as rail thin or, to be frank, tits-on-a-stick.
So, that post-divorce dating article was published yesterday at Huffington Post, and one comment in particular has gone round and round in my head.
Because I get it.
This came from a smart, accomplished, and interesting woman, a 60-something woman who finds herself in a competitive arena feeling that she can’t compete.
I could read her isolation, her frustration, and her resignation through her comment.
The days of the neighborly fix-up or an introduction by friends?
They seem to have passed us by. Some of us, anyway. Then again – how much of our midlife dating dilemma derives from the fact that we worship youth and stigmatize the aging process – particularly in women? How much is the fact that we stigmatize being overweight – or our ideas of overweight? How much is our own tendency – as women – to sequester ourselves more and more if we feel we don’t measure up?
The more we withdraw from active avenues of participation in life, the less likely we are to make friends, or to encounter people we might enjoy as partners.
It’s miserable to be rejected, and even more so – to feel invisible. And midlife can be all about increasing invisibility – along with a host of challenges that we never anticipate.
It’s frustrating to invest the time and money in regular maintenance of the “feminine vehicle,” especially painful when you’re living on a tight post-divorce budget. Coughing up the bucks for clothes, shoes, and whatever else is the normal stuff of dating life – and wanting to look your best – isn’t easy. Wanting to be your best isn’t easy either, though you know you still have much to share, and much to give.
I’ve been there. Over and over, year after year.
And my solution – though I hesitate to term it that – is to participate in life as fully as possible – to say yes to every potential outing. With family. With friends.
I can’t say that I really know what makes a man tick, but I remain convinced that genuine compassion, the tenderness that is more (generally) accessible to women, and of course – our sexuality – remain essential to forming good relationships.
Does every man want to bed a 92-pound model?
But men will be drawn to our warmth, not our worries; to our wish to feel alive, not withdrawal from the world.
So I’m for saying yes to the guys you think you might like, yes to the guys you think you won’t like, and yes to those who possibly won’t take the time to actually see you. Say yes to the person you engage in conversation over the counter at Macy’s, yes to chatting with the receptionist at the doctor’s office, hell – say yes to the graying gentleman standing behind you in the unemployment line!
The more connections you can make, the more conversation you initiate (preferably with a smile) – you’re making yourself feel more alive, and increasing the likelihood of a good moment, an expanded universe of interesting individuals, and possibly, a nice guy.
Is there a guarantee to this, or anything else?
Definitely not. But saying yes, and yes again? I find it makes the bad days more tolerable, and the good days, better.
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Kate says
This is true for all relationships, love connections and friendship ones. Broadcasting our crazy too far limits those who want to come near. Though, we all know, we have our crazy. Warmth and generosity and presence, it draws people in.
Now the regular maintenance… That I need to work on. But I also need to get my car serviced and my AC checked (yes it’s October, I’m that late) and…
BigLittleWolf says
Quite right Kate. On all counts! (But it takes some of us longer to learn it.)
Hmm. Maintenance. The car. Oil change. Glad you mentioned that. 😉
Privilege of Parenting says
Yes, indeed. Or as James Joyce sums it up: “…how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes. “
BigLittleWolf says
So lovely, Bruce. Thank you for this.
Wolf Pascoe says
Bogart once said that a lot of his success came because he never turned down a part.
William Belle says
Tits on a stick? *spit take, laughs uproariously* A 92-pound model? *raised eyebrow* What?
Ms. Wolf, fantasy is fantasy and an ideal is an ideal. I would like to think that some of us in the world of men know the difference between reality and the Hollywood glamor fashion extreme which nothing more than a mesmerizing shiny bobble. Reality is not perfect. But reality is warm, soft and cuddly. It is also caring and loving. However, most importantly, and I think this is the point, reality is real. It isn’t fake. It isn’t a movie. It is an air-brushed photograph in a magazine. As I fall asleep, I can’t reach across the bed and touch a magazine. I don’t want to touch an ideal; I want to touch reality. Reality can be kissed, hugged and has a hand I can hold. Okay, I admit it. I go to the movies and occasionally I read a magazine. But who’s wants to sleep with a magazine? Hey, get real!
BigLittleWolf says
Mr. Belle, I don’t know if you are (or aren’t) the “real” midlife (gentle)man, but perhaps those seeking Ms. Inauthentic 2012 might take a lesson?